The Adulting Lady

Hey Countess!

So lets get right to it. Have you ever wondered why you go through the motions when it gets to how you are feeling? One day you are happy and the next you are not? “Like emotions please stay stable, thanks”. Well it’s easy to just blame it on hormones and yes I agree that sometimes hormones play a huge role in how we feel. But what if you are not even close to going to that time of the month and you are still feeling like your brain is anywhere else apart from where you are? Like you are not necessarily sad but you are not your usual happy self either? When you can’t quite put your finger on it? Like your unconscious self is worried about something you aren’t quite aware of consciously? “What is that”, I bet you ask yourself like I do sometimes.

Well guess what? You and I are not alone in this. Thousands, if not more other girls go through the same thing.  I think it is only normal that we don’t feel the same way all the time, because it means we are changing and growing. When I feel this way, I have noticed that I often try to figure out reasons of why I feel detached and I end up finding none. In these kind of times, it is important to just remain still, and of course tell God about it. These quiet times allow us not to get affected by the lot that happens around us. To be selfish in feelings of rage of excitement. To allow ourselves to regroup, after the many expectations of this world. To remain calm.